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decision [Saturday July 14th, 2007] [ mood | sick ] [ music | jacks mannequin ] so ive come to a decision. everywhere else pretty much has the same housing price. i get more for my money at ksu, so ksu is it. now i only have to worry about getting IN. if i get rejected, or dont like it? i can always go to nga and spork myself with bianca and brittany. oh. AND kelly jones. wtf. haha. id go to ga state before i did that. i dont think paying for housing is gonna hurt me any. im rackin it up with that babysitting money though. woot woot. ill just get a job after graduation. im gonna visit ksu sometime in the fall. my mom still has it in her head that im gonna go to ga college. hah! jhult and i talked for a little while today. =))) ♥ 0 Beep Beep!

scholarships should fall from the sky.. [Saturday July 7th, 2007] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | keane ] 17 on friday. doesnt look very good. =/ i havent even graduated high school and college is already stressful. at the most? ksu= $8443 p/y gcsu= $6766 p/y ngcu= $4337 p/y thats all without parking because...hah. my car will fall apart getting on the interstate. if i get hope and KEEP it? i'll be paying (at the most) ksu= $7490 gcsu= $4233 ngcu= $2976 yeah, ngcu is the cheapest but i dont want to go there. its in the mountains and surrounded by military people. i hate them both. no thanks. i want ksu. =/. i need a real job. i need money. lots of it. im babysitting right now for this couple at my church whos got 4 boys all under 10 years old. ive done it 3 times already and gotten $150. i need to expect paying ksu $595 a month for housing. i get $8 an hour right now and shes got a big job for me in a week and a half. from 7am to 7pm monday and tuesday. only that i know she wont be home at 7, so i'll get a little more. only that because im retaking the science graduation test on that monday, i wont be in until later. so im looking at atleast$150. so now i've got about $300. first months rent here i come... fuck college man.. ♥ 1 Beep Beep!

coffee house and more [Tuesday May 1st, 2007] [ mood | sad ] [ music | cant let go ] im one of those weird people who believe that everything happens for a reason. if thats so...why is everything falling apart at the end of junior year? like really. it sucks. i was looking foward so much to my senior year with certain people/things and i wont have them. i guess this is to continue on trying not to depend on people too much. change isnt neccesarily bad...but having some of the same things around are comforting and reassuring. having that one teacher who you can go to for anything and everything and they understand exactly what it is you're going through? having that one thing that everytime you look at it you think of someone/thing. on a slighter happier note: i performed for the first time at coffee house. it was very nerve wrecking, but i was glad i did it. dreiling said it was awesome..so thats good. i cried all the way home from school tonight. im such an emotionally unbalanced person. like..fo real. who cries over something stupid like their favorite teacher leaving..? ♥ 1 Beep Beep!

you see orions belt...? [Sunday January 7th, 2007] [ mood | content ] [ music | fight club ] student council retreat this weekend was a lot of fun. ms gary wasnt there for most of it and it was better that way. we were able to get a lot more done. he took me down to the lake and the night sky was so clear. we looked at the stars and he tried to teach me how to skip rocks. it was like..something you'd see in the movies but never really happen? oh yeah it happened...to me! we're having a lil chit lil chat right now. first one since just before/after christmas. not weird at all. hooray. ugh..........ap lit should go to hell wearing gasoline pants. thats what i have to say. ♥ 0 Beep Beep!

its christmas [Monday December 25th, 2006] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | rocky ] that was a mighty bitchy thing to do. slap. 3 Beep Beep!

sexy love [Wednesday December 20th, 2006] [ mood | content ] [ music | guardian angel ] so far josh is the only one i know of leaving rchs. damn heritage. you people and your stds. will and raymond are still in. jackpot. raymond passed lancaster with a 71. if i plan on playing lacrosse next semester, im going to have to work my ass off a little harder. the lack of license doesnt help either. communist parents. going to the movies today with some people i never hang out with. its about time. i miss my friends...even though i saw them all yesterday. i dont have any homework, but im going to try and get somewhat ahead so i dont fall way back when school starts again. next two chapters in u.s. and the next list of vocab for ap lit. oh yes. next semester is going to be different. way different. ♥ 2 Beep Beep!

no day but today [Monday December 18th, 2006] [ mood | scared ] [ music | watching rent ] we're going tomorrow morning to find out his grade. if he failed the exam...he wont be here next semester. yeah. im worried. ♥ 1 Beep Beep!

weelllsss.. [Thursday June 16th, 2005] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | free willy ] this is my new journal. friends only biatches comment to be added <3 christy 20 Beep Beep!

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